I need help...

Assalam...first of all...Me and my crush just became friends again...that's a great news. but I've been  doing some thinking and realizing...i can't make someone in love with me except my family of course. i really wanted to feel love...but when it's comes to me...i know i don't deserved to be loved. maybe not now....maybe the best is waiting or already in front of me just didn't realize or...Maybe in unexpected time. i want to create the best love story just like Nicholas Sparks (Writer love stories).