Diagnosa.

Assalamualaikum, it's been a while...busy in life, busy chasing things i don't even consider this me anymore...i'm think i've already change right before my eyes...i said to myself...don't worry everything will be fine...but i think it's going to be really hard to move and meeting new people because it's hard to find the one that needed to meet and greet...included meeting some old friends...on the other hand...i'm stuck between need and wants...i'm stuck and i can't move and think...i kept thinking die and suicide every single day...i'm having a terrible time...luckily i have family and friends to move...but i need to go and get it what i want. it's hard...you know...this thing right here is the only spot i can say it freely....i say that i hate myself, i hate everything about me and i hate about things that i did because everything i did will be backlash to me again...i'm tired and i'm hurt and i need time...but time will wait for no one..i probably gone crazy and thoughtless...but i gotta keep my heads up and go with it..before i'm going down...if they can keep me up.

#RedemptionYear

Assalam, and happy new year to all...and to be honest....2014 IS NOT MY YEAR....
I got Posterized, Slammed, gutted,spitted and more...although some good things do happen but...2014 is teaches me to stay alert...and to stay strong...
I Almost lose hope for what happen in 2014....from Personal Issue, Family Issue,Friends Issue, College Issue and more...we all have this problem right? we all have it...but how can withstand with all those problem? that's why we can't lose hope...i'm just praying and working for a better future. I Can't do it without hope and dreams...it will breaks my promise...Even though the bad things has happen...there's always a silver lining....
THE WORST HAS HAPPEN...
THE BEST THING IS NEXT....#RedemptionYear.
Wassalam.